busy busy bee
so i think that i am the faster writer in the world. every time i write an exam i am the first one done. and its not like ppl are close behind me, i'm like a block and a half ahead of them. today when i handed in my signing test the teacher was surprised at how fast i had finished. he asked me if i wanted to look it over again but i had already done that twice. i finished a 2 hour test in 1/2 an hour. then in my sociology test today i finished writing it 15 minutes into the test, i stalled for another 5 minutes. looked over my answers but there was nothing else i could do. so i handed it in. as i walked up the lectur hall stairs my fellow classmates looked at me like i was crazy and then returned to furiously writing, worried that they would not have enought time. i was done before other people even got to the test. is there something wrong with me. its not like a rush, i thnk about each question carefully and try to write the best answer. i filled out all the questions and i filled them out confidently. it worries me. am i finishing because i am smart or are the questions so hard that they confuse me to the point of thinking i have the right answer when in actuallity i am completely wrong. i am more stressed after writing test then i am going into them. i think i have a serious problem. luckily i have only a few tests left in my life that require writing. As soon as i am done uni it will only be driving tests and drug tests (why i dont know) so hopefully i will take my time and pass those tests.

so long sweet summer
so summer is over. time to go back to school. i am excited and yet not at all excited at the same time. i am uber excited that i will be graduating this year but it scares me shitless that i will no longer be in school. i have to face the real world and become an adult. it feels like everyday this summer my father has asked what i am going to do once i graduate and frankly i just wanna work at the Y. i dont think he likes that idea so i tell him that i am at least going to work for a year until i figure things out. honestly i think that graduating is a lot of pressure. people expect you to know exactly what you want your life to be. i dont like that, couldnt i just fly by the seat of my pants. i think i like that a lot more. so for now i will worry about passing my courses. i cant believe i am thinking about the end of school before classes have even begun.

ah downloads
i have discovered the wonderful world of downloading music. it is fantastic. i am pretty computer ilitterate (spelling... haha thats funny) so this is a bug deal for me. its great to be able to download every ben harper song on the internet..well at least on bareshare. to bad his concert sold out. i would have liked to see that. oh but jeremy fisher is playing a free concert at the festival of friends festival in Aug. marking that one down in the good old calendar. shit i just remembered i have to wash my purple strong kids shirt. eek...need to wear that tomorrow. well i must go, i have to create alex trebeck out of a few car shammies and some eye glasses i found at the dollar store.

FUCK
ok this is a rant i hate fucking school. the one course that would be unbarable to repeat i have to repeat. fucking keyboard harmony. its a retarded course anyway. its a joke all the piano major have it so fucking easy and then they fail ppl who have never touched a piano before. its ricockulus. its bullshit. fuck school i hate it its fucking bullshit. i know i did bad on the exam but i didnt think the rest of the year was bad enough for me to fail it FUCK

now that i have beaten mahjong tiles, i will update
hello friends, long time no type or see. so hows it been. thats fabulous. its been great for me too. whats new? well its funny that you asked. we will start with tuesday. i made a purchase that i know will excite you all to no end. i bought a new cell phone. woot woot. its great. it gets reception and everything. it has a colour screen and its a fli phone. i also got voice mail so you can leave a message when i dont charge it. it has the same phone number as my old one so dont worry you guys can call me all you want. ooo and it has weezer as the ring tone, the sweater song. speaking of weezer i got tickets!!! yay...sorry jenny and meg, its not gonna be the same without you. jenny man...you introduced me to the awesome band, i cant believe you couldnt get tickets, i dont know what i am gonna do without you there. i will take pictures and try to record the concert on a mini tape player in my pocket for you. in other news i offically have one year left of school. and i am offically done all my required music courses, that means i can take whatever the hell i want next year. i am thinking percussion methods so i can learn the tambourine and maybe beginner japonese to mix things up a bit. it should be fun. well friends i must be off. take care, cant wait to see you all when you are done exams.

ewww lice...haha just joking, look mom i'm updating
ok ok so i know, worst friend ever. seeing as i havent seen/talked/made contact with any of you since the cottage i figured i should update. so whats new you ask. well hmm not too much. just joking i have been the busiest bee in the bunch lately. but rather than updating the last month i will start with this weekend and work my way backwords. i watched 2 episodes of extream homemakeover today...one of them was a 2 hour specail. i cry every time i watch that show, its insanity. hmmm i ate some sandwiches for dinner as my parents are in sunny murtle beach and can not cook for me from there. what else. spent the day lazing around matty's house watching batman cartoons. that was exciting. yesterday was matty's b-day so celebrated that. actaully i ahve been celebrating his birthday since last saturday and will continue to until wednesday of this week. i dont understand either. so for his birthday he had a show at the casba. quite enjoyable. i actually think they will be famous. a week ago some major toronto record companies bought his c.d at a show he played in t.o. they even have t-shirts for sale. thats right i'm dating a rock start, i know your all jealous. ok so friday night was the music formal. i was running the whole shing ding so the last month has been pretty stressful, selling tickets, calling the banquetr centre and the d.j, writing cheques ect. and i got voted for the same position next year, which should be fun...at least i know what i am up against. thursday was slainte's for matty's birthday...he got his drink on..i helped him stumble home. wednesday matty's birhtday dinner at tony roma's...you eat free on your birthday/any day the week of your b-day. tuesday attempted to go to tony romas but ran out of time hence wednesday's happenings. monday skipped school all day due to anger. my 9:30 class was cancelled. read sunday to find out reasoning for anger. sunday spent the all day at matty's cooking for his family then came home worked on an essay until 5:30 am that was due at my 9:30 class. the saturday was matty's b-day kegger. drunken fun for everyone.and then friday was his show in t.o....so that has been my life for the past while. i hope that this has satified your pita hunger. i will try to update more often as to stop the hate mail in my guestbook. hope u all are doing well. and looking forward to seeing u all at easter.

eww lice
so i go into work today...luckily wearing a hat and my boss comes up to me and tells me that she is checking all the kids for lice. now this is fairly normal so i figured maybe one or two kids, three top would actaully have lice and get sent home. but oh no. there wasnt one or two, or even 3 or 4 kids sent home today. try oh hmm TEN friggin kids. i feel so itchy. thats not even the worse part. we call one mother to pick up her child who's head is crawling with lice and she starts yelling at us saying its not her fault she got it and that they school has to pay to get rid of it cause she is not spending another dime on her child's head. here is my favourite quote from her "the other day i picked 180 bugs out of her hair and i brought them to the office of the school so that they realize that my kids lice is their problem". oh classic. i actually probably shouldnt even be writing this but it was just too funny.

resolutions
ever notice how music makes you think about your own life. i was listening to some c.d and they put me in a pondering mood. i began to think of my priorities and what exactly i am doing with my life. why i say the things i do, why i do the things i do. it is amazing how music can bring out so many sides of people. the c.d's that i was listening to made me think of how i am living my life compared to how i want my life to be. i guess it made me think of how this is a new year and i can make some changes in my life. i guess i am essentially making new years resolutions. this must be boring for you all to read but i felt like it needed to be put somewhere else other than my mind. this way i can see it rather than have to running in circles in my head.

mmm soup
ok so it has been a while...i'm sorry. well here goes. my holiday has been very busy. we will start with exams. i had exams up to the 21st which sucked major ass. then that night saw spanglish for dree's b-day. the next 2 nights did nothing cause of the weather. talk about snow. have we ever had that much snow before x mas. i dont think so. this brings us the x mas eve which was spent with my mothers fam. boy was that fun. i then had to spend the night at my mothers trying not to die from second hand smoke. the next day went home and spent x mas with my dad and then to his brothers house for dinner. boxing day went to cambridge to see matty's mom and stepdad for x mas. spent the night there and came back to town for breaky the next day. that night matty had a show at the casbah which was amazing, they played really well. i missed meet the fockers though, so i was a little disapointed about that. last night it was over to trash's for a little trivial pursuit 90's edition. the boys may have beat us the first time but we smoked them in half the time the next round. ya girls. that brings me to today. i bought a new ski jacket...excited for horseshoe valley. and now i am sitting here eating soup.

spelling bee....buzzz
due to frequent guestbook entries i have come to a realization. i cannot spell worth shit! who knew that tomorrow is spelt with an o and not an a as in tomarrow. i mean marrow just looks right to me and when you say it, it sounds like marrow. oh and another thing. why doesnt velcro have a w on the end . the bird does and it sounds exactly the same as the bird vel-crow. sheesh. also how about things like sweet and sweat. if eat is spelt E A T you would think that sweet was spelt S W E A T. but then you get sweat. and thats just gross. i mean how bad would it be to call someone a sweaty pie. and what about all the there's/theirs/they're. how do you know which one to write. and write/right sheesh this is giving me a headache. you would think that i would be a good speller considering that in grade 5 i won/one the spelling be/bee/b for spelling the word hospital. thats right i am a champion.

lost stuff
why do i always lose things. it seems like every weekend i seem to misplace soemthing that is of great importance. my bank card, my licence and now another piece of i.d. i am sure someone is taking them from me as they are stealing my identity. or maybe i am just careless. i even remember losing this last piece of id. i know where it is. it is just a matter of comfirming that it is there which i have to wait till monday to do. i have come up with a new solutiong though. velcrow. i will simply attach everything that is important to me with velcrow. i know it is an ingenius idea. nothing will ever go missing as long as i am wearing clothing. and i am not the type to go around naked. i wont even need a wallet. hey i might even be able to get away with not haveing to carry a purse. everything will be right there on me. it will start new trends, i can see it now. now if i can only find where i left my velcrow i could get this show on the road.

ahh crap
ok so i would usually do a weekend update but i am getting tired of those. thats all i read on others sites so i thought i would change it up a bit. i will just write my thoughts. well my thoughts right now are on my pants. my favourite pair of pants. nicely worn in. so comfy and matched everything. ahh my ae jeans. how i loved them. then came the hole. it started as just a small one and then it grew and then as i was getting into tashas car i heard them. yes i heard the terrible sound that no one wants to hear their fav, or let alone any pants, make. they ripped. they ripped large core. major ass viewage going on here. the whole leg might as well have come off. so i must bid fairwell to my pants and off to the mall i must go. till then i have stolen a pair of very comfy grey pants from tasha. they will soon be mine.

timbit
ok so i am now a tim hortons employee. thats right i went in for an interview today and they gave me the job on the spot. i will be working saturday and sundays from 3:30pm till midnight at the drive through timmy's by my house. just thought i would share that timbit of info with ya'll

i know why i like you, its cause of your clothes and your haircut
soo i think its about time to update. today i was total adhd. i couldnt sit still. i missed a quiz today. it was a pop quiz. i know i am supposed to be going to school and studying and such but there is a long story of why i didnt go this time. ok so here goes. i was sitting in class and my eye started hurting a lot. i thought it was just my contact so i fiddled with it for a bit and thought the pain would go away after a while. well it didnt. so i took my contact out and thought that my problems would be over. they werent. my eye still hurt and i couldnt see.it was my actual eye that was hurting. so my friend christine looks at it and she said there was something in it. a small clear dot right on the brown part of my eye. so i got up to go to the washroom and wash it out but it wouldnt come out. so i went back to class thinking it would go away on its own in a bit but it didnt. so i went to the clinic on campus and saw the nurse she told me to wait for the doctor. that took two hours. within these two hours my eye started to feel a little better but it still hurt. it turns out that the thing had fallen out of my eye while i was waiting for the doctor. but the doc told me that my eye was inflamed and she perscribed me some drops. the only time i would be able to get them would have been this morning so i had to skip class anyways. so i decided to sleep in a bit then when i woke up my eye was fine. it has been fine all day so i didnt even pick up the drops...i dont need them. so ya thats why i skipped.

soo full...mmm candy
ok so this was the weekend of horrible food but great times. it started off on thursday night. went to band then out for drinks for laura's (from band exec)birthday. after that matty and his good friend jimmy came and picked me to go out for coffee. friday i kicked ass on my keyboard test ya 8/10. and then jenny came down and went to work with me. sorry j.d i didnt think the kids would be so crazy. after that went out for a round of bowling, only to discover that i had lost my bank card. side note: as a result of that i ended up using my credit card yesterday to buy a toothbrush...but i will get back to the weekend story. so after bowling the girls kicked some as at trivial pursuit but most of us were there so i wont go into the elephant and empire state building answers. saturday slept in and then went over to matty's to watch horror movies but he had to go into work to fill in for his roomate cause he had to go to the hospital. so i ended up hanging out with his pretty roomate kyle until he came home. sunday morning we went to church. i know. matty's friend was preaching so we went. we made fun of ppl most of the time. matty isnt religious at all. i was almost saved by jesus though. this close i swear. saw matt bothem there for all you p.v kidos. then we went to lunch with a bunch of peeps. looked for a pumpkin with no luck and then decorated his house and handed out candy. that was about it this has been extreamly long and probably really boring.

holy crap, it finally happened
ok i know that i am supposed to be hermitting right now due to massive amounts of studyage that is supposed to be going on but i just had to let you guys know about this juicy piece of info i have aquired. well really this is just for the music folks out there...sorry ash, erik, dave and karen....you will just have to sit tight through this entry. ok so here it is. LAUCHY GOT ENGAGED!!! my bro told me. i am heading over to p-side today to congradualte her/ check out the rock!! about time eh? i never thought it was gonna happen! so ya i will fill ya'll in with the details when i return from my visit. i hope she is there today. better not have some cat emergency or break out in a allergic reaction. in other news (NON MUSIC PEEPS CAN TUNE IN HERE). i got egged! can you believe it. i was walking back from harvest burger, the sketchyest burger place ever, with matty and his roomate stokes and someone threw an egg at me. i thought i was punched in the back it hurt a lot. really now who throws an egg.

hermit
for the next little while i will be a hermit. i cannot do anything but school work. my grades are slipping...i havent practiced in a while and i am in the hole a significant amount of money. the only events that i will be attending are work school and other events that have been planned previous to this day. sooo my friends you will not be hearing from me for a while. fairwell and good luck to all.

"and whats your little lamb's name" "its named don't fucking touch it"
so this weeked was great!!! wickedly great!! it was fan-freaking-tastic! friday i hopped on a bus to go to the t.o to see jenny and erik. i love t.o! well got to meet some of j.d's friends who all seemed very cool. then watch tony lee who was piss in your pants funny. man the things he made them do were histairical! after that went to timmy's then back to jenny's house...which looks super cool btw...where me and jenny played dress up with her mom's old jewelery. came home saturday early afternoon and then headed over to matty's where went went to the mall to pick up his friend jimmy from work. as we were waiting for him to get off work matty popped into the body shop to talk to an old friend. she ended up telling her that we were engaged. we thought that she had realized it was a joke and continued our convo. then towards the end of the convo she asked if we had set a date!! she believed him... it was really quite funny but you may have had to have been there. anyways from there we went to his show. mmm free delicious german food and jello shots. got a little tanked. ok a lot tanked. who can pass up free booze? well i am gonna go blow dry my hair now

arg
ok so i just read j. do's page and i must say i agree 100%. i hate school right now. its so effing stupid. i dont even know what the eff i am gonna do with a music degree. all i do is skip classes. the class that i go to i'm failing, it my music history class which means that i can't take the second half of it next term which means that i will be down 6 units and wont be in honours music next year which means i cant take any methods classes. i might as well drop out now. or maybe i should switch to something else. i skipped my lesson today. i called the school of the arts office 5 minutes before my lesson and three floors away to cancel it. i said i had transportation difficulties, which was in part true. i didnt want to move off the couch. instead i played cards. i have a couple of midterms coming up. it sucks. well that is what i have to say about school right now. i tried to get my act together but i was too frustrated. i think i just need to organize and step back for a bit.

B O R E D
have you ever been really really bored. like i am talking you wanna rip your hair out bored. well i am right now. you see my weekend was soo fantastic that today seems like ass. all i have done is sleep a whole effing lot. oh i have also played computer games but i have beaten my high score on most of them so they are boring me now. i am about to go watch extream home makeover so that should be good but till then i will type about the kegger last night. so it was pretty wicked. i think i had about 9 beers and i didnt even barf which is fabulous for me. met a lot of matty's friends who all seem cool, well except for the one that broke the knome. that is just ricockulous. who breaks a knome. it was dressed up and everything. but anyways matty just messaged me and we are gonna go out for coffee so i think my problem is solved!!! horray!!

sorry forgot
i forgot that i wanted to tell you all to see the new hilary duff movie called raise your voice. its about a music school. the acting is horrible and the instrumentation is completely off as in the musician are moving their fingers when a whole note is being played but non the less it is a fabulous movie.

yay for friends
so i am uber excited... can' wait to go see jimmy!! it will be wicked, erik you have to burn me the new c.d. i wanna brush up on some lyrics. in other news a new tradition will be going down. it is the wednesday night coffee crew. anyone who lives in fundas still will be meeting for coffee each wednesday night at 10pm. we gotta catch up on stuff. so tell anyone you know and have them tell their friends too cause we wanna huge crew out each week. mmm i just remembered that i have chicken wing in the fridge. that is going to be delicious. the d-das crew went out for dinner last night and i had some wicked wings. i love chicken wings but they gotta be crispy. tonight going to my boy's halloween kegger which will be awesome. i'm gonna be a cowgirl. mainly cause i wanna wear the hat. i love my cowboy hat but i rarely get to wear it. maybe i will start wearing it more often. yes i will wear it every day from now on.

it a lovely night for a moondance
ok so i love the fall. it is my favourite season. the air in october smells fabulous. i was thinking about this as i walked through campus and realized how beautiful everything was. i mean how can you go wrong. the weather is great. sunny yet crisp. the perfect combo. the trees are amazing and i love walking through leaves. it is soo awesome. well onto other news. not too much that is new. saw a bunch of shooting stars the other night which was wicked. school has been going ok i guess. nothing has really changed. i think i am a better sax player this year which is a bonus cause i dont dread going to my lessons anymore. my keyboard harmony class is ok. i often skip which isnt good but how do you expect me to go to class on friday at 9:30 when it is my only class of the day. really now come on. started working with the kids yesterday at work. they seem like fun, a couple trouble makers and one little boy told me he wants to marry me so that should make for an interesting year.ok well i feel like i have blabbered enough and it is 4 in the morning and i am meeting for breakie at 8:30 so i better jet.

you can be my yoko ono
ok so in case you didnt know yet me and matty are officially dating. we had a good weekend of looking at the stars listening to music and trying to make our way to the rockton fair to look at the goats and really ugly cows. friday night was awesome. watched tommy boy which was great...i am surprised that i have never seen it before. it is a top class movie. it was awesome to see everyone. sorry chels and karen...next time i will be there fo sizzle. other than that had lots of turkey and sat around a lot. great weekend.

what a week
soo this week i was uber busy, i had 4 tests!!! can you believe it. 2 of them were listening plus i had a listening test last week on thursday, so if you want any download suggestions i know about 3 hours of classical/baroque/jazz music that i can let ya know about. actually there is this really good piano sonata by beethoven, op.10 in C minor. i think you would enjoy it. anywasy so i didnt go to any classes except my test ones so that i could study. i was finally done last night so i went out with matty. we started off getting coffee then went for a walk and then went and saw this wicked cover band. they played weezer!! it was fab. karen i thnk you might actually know the band...kevin something or other. i donno but they were good. after the band we went and listened to music. i had a lot of fun. so today i spent the morning clean cause we have company coming tonight...so excited to see everyone tonight it should be stellar!!! well i better go shower...gonna go shopping!!! yay!

wicked weekend, how do you like that alliteration
ok so this weekend rocked. friday i slept through a test which i was planning on doing since it was only worth a couple percent and i wasnt ready. that night hung out with the music crew then went to a kegger at nick k's house. was good to see some p-side folks but then got showered in beer...which was bad news. then saturday cleaned my room and had an awesome night of shark tale and trivial pursuit. go team brown. then today went to the flea market with my new friend matty, which was stellar. we decided to do things that 60 year old would do on a sunday afternoon so we went for a drive and then went and played the slots and had a beer it was good times all around. now i am putting off studying so i am gonna go and possibly play some internet games.

hashbrowns everywhere
so every thursday morning me and all my music buddies go out for breakie. so last week i ordered an egg macmuffin with a side of hashbrowns. it came with one hashbrown. this time i got the same thing but was a little more hungry so i asked for 2 orders of hashbrown. little did i know that an order of hashbrown is 3 hashbrowns, not just one as i got last time. so the girl comes out with 6 hashbrowns and my macmuffin. there were just soo many hashbrowns i didnt even know what to do. now i realize that i have said the word hashbrown far too many times in this entry so i am gonna go.

just like your parents always said to you "you were a mistake, but a good one"
ok sooo. i get home tonight from band and ms jenny messages me all worried cause she thought that she screwed up my pita page. she was revamping eriks and accidently changed mine instead. she thought i would be mad but then i saw the template that she changed it to and was happy cause i was getting tired of looking at that pig and i like this one. and guess what... i figured out how to put in links so i am started to be a technical wizard.

check che check check check a check it out
you know what is awesome! the music program at mac!! i know it is wierd for me to be saying this but ya. ok here is why. i never have to ever write a paper ever. well at leaste no this term. ya how wicked is that. my keyboard harmony class is only tests...which is stressful but i am working hard at it and enjoying it. then history we have 3 quizes thorughout the year...already had one which i think i did descent on and then my other classes are all done by the same prof who happens to hate reading papers. so he doesnt assign them. he likes the right or wrong type of questions, ya no opinion. oh and my lessons are going ok...its a pain to practice but i ahve actaully had 2 great lessons this year. he even complimented me twice within those lesson. that double the amounts of compliments i recieved last year and they were directed to my playing not my neck strap. so ya now that you all are bored i will go, c ya!

soo ya about that whole money thing
i went shopping. i went shopping largecore. i bought shoes. plus more. it was bad. but it was oh so good. the clothes will go to waste. i have no money. i will be locked in my room for years to come. i can't leave the house. if i leave, i spend. that equals bad. that eqauls largecore bad. ya know what else is bad. i lost my license. i had it and now i don't. its most likly in the mall somewhere. i sure someone has it and is using it. i have an imposture (sp?) for sure. they will end up stalking me. its all just very bad new. in other news my weekend rocked. went to guelph. got drunk. had fun. oh i died my hair too. i like it. that is all.

friendship is like pissing your pants, everyone can see it but only you can feel the warmth
THANKS FOR BEING THE PISS IN MY PANTS. holy crap this summer was fan-freaking-tastic!!! and the reason that it has been so great was because i hung out with quite possibily the greatest people that i have ever met. Now everyone is going away to uni. it will be wierd not doing stuff every night of the week but i know that this summer we have gotten soo close that the distance wont mattter. This summer has defiantely been the best yet. even though there were ups and downs, and i know that we got sick of each other every once in a while, i think it brought us closer. i just wanna say thanks to everyone for such an awesome time, we even got through most of our fun quota. you guys are all awesome and i cant wait to here everyones uni adventures to come. LUV YA!

empty
so my stepgrandfather just passed away. I dont even know what to say. How can something as simple as knee surgery turn into this? It was so fast. Yesterday it was complications with his knee and then this morning he was dying and now he is gone. It doesnt seem real. What do i say to comfort my stepmom? I cant imagine any words will be comforting.

yippee
soooo camp is almost over. and i am exstatic. now dont get me wrong, i love camp and i look forward to it all year but i am uber excited to start something new and different. i got a job at virtual ymca again this year and one of my favourite ppl is gonna be my supervisor which is wickedly awesome...whoot whoot. in other new i have been searching for a second job....which i am not too excited about but the extra mula will be nice to help pay off my loans and ect. oh and guess what. i ahve been practicing, i know its strange but i thought i should get my mouth back in shape for the school year. that is the only part of school that i am not looking forward to. willam. i loath him. hopefully he retired or choaked on a reed during the summer because he is the worst saxophone teacher ever. i know i am a bitch and he really isnt that bad, i'm just lazy and he wants me to practice 2 hours a day which is physically impossible for me so i hate him. but i am excited for school...i even got new school supplies...yippee.

another one bites the dust!
ok so i know that this title hasd been here a while with no entry. well thats because my computer sucks. when i was going to type the origional entry for this title (which had to do with the fun quota and how well we are doing this year) i accidently hit enter instead of tab. therefore entering only a title and no entry. so i went to go to the edit/ delete portion of pitas and my computer froze. today being a week later was the first time the my computer has gone long enough without freezing for me to write an entry. so i think i should get a new computer. but i dont want to spen money. i cant even afford tuition. bah.

hey cutie, make sure you shake your booty
hola! i thought it was time to update since even erik updated. ya so...hmm i am really in the mood to dance to balck eyed peas. i made jenny listen to lets get retarded at least 3 times in her car tonight. i was busting a move. i really enjoy that song (minus the offensive lanuage.) so all i wanted to do at work was cry. i dont know what it was. but ya so i was teary eyed all day. hopefully tomarrow will be better. i went out and had a beer tonight so that helped loosen me up. i think if i have a bad day tomarrow i will just sing b.e.p in my head. so i am uber excited for the weekend. its a long one and i am also taking the tuesday off. i am excited about that but very scared at the same time. i am scared that everything is gonna fall apart. ok well i should be cleaning my room as i have absolutly no clean clothes for tomarrow. so byebye

ne pas d'argent
ok so this summer has been a blast so far but there is one small problem i have no money left and i have to pay 3000 buckeroos this september!!! yikes!!! so ya i dont think that i can spend anymore money, at all!!! so i have decided to become a hermit. thats right i am never leaving my house again. i always manage to spend money when i leave the house. like last night i was planning on not buying anything but a pop but instead i spent 10 bucks on drinks. grrr. ok i am going out tonight but i am only bringing enough money with me to get into funky tonight. i am not buying anything.

yippee
so it's finally starting to feel like summer. the sun is out almost everyday and i am getting a tan!!!! also camp is starting soon. i am kinda nervous. i hope that i do a good job. so lets see what else is new? all the girls are camping right now so i have been hanging out with the boys. which is ok, i have a feeling that i will be watching a bunch of action movies but thats ok for a weekend. oh there has been a bear sighting in dundas. thats right they have seen it 3 times ( or maybe it's 3 different bears), once on the rail trail, then agian on sydenham and then in copetown. i think its cool and i wanna see it. well i better jet i gotta go get my contacts...ttyl

goodbye dear friend you will be missed
it is a sad day in the pocsai household. we lost a dear friend. this friend provided years of comfort and warmth in our home. it will be hard to replace this friend of ours, they were so unique in their own special way. there will forever be a bare spot in my heart (and my basement) for this friend of mine. so this is my final farewell to my broken couch...by tomarrow morning you will have gone to a better place wear you can run free with others like yourself...the city dump is lucky to have you.

pinch me
these last few days have been ridiculous. i dont know what is real and what isnt. it is crazy what love can do to a person. it can be so horrible. i can't imagine what 2 of my closest friends have been going through these past 2 days. they dont deserve it. i feel that there is nothing i can do for you guys but be here, i would take your pain in a minute for you if i could but i cant. so i will just continue to be here until the pain goes away. i hope this helps. it's what i have to offer.

i love the sun
ok so this past couple of days have rocked. ok so that last sentance makes absolutly no grammatical sense at all but it the summer and dyslexia (spelling anyone) seems to be the theme of the summer. the wether has been beautiful and i am having a blast. last weekend rocked on friday went out to kelsy's for some bbq chicken pizza which was delish and then saturday was my first rugby game.. they beat us 39 nothing but we put up a good fight considering we were short 2 players and they were huge. then it was busking fest which was pleasant as usual. at the fest there was a stand for jif peanut butter and they were giving away free sample jars...so being the clever person i was i took a pen and changed the jif to jeff and gave it to my dear old pal jeff as a gift at hess later that night...but then after he left the lazy flamingo to go to funky monkey the bouncers there took away his peanut butter and laughed at him creating a huge scene. really what kind of damage is someone going to do with peanut butter. i was furious when i found this out. anyways continuing with the weekend on sunday i went to wonderland with all of my music buddies it was awesome. it was nice to see everyone again. tomb raider was awesome but not very secure. if you wanted to fall out you totally could. and then i worked all week and it brings me to today. had my second rugby game which we had to forfit due to our lack of players but we still played a game for fun and only ended up losing by 15 or so points which isnt bad at all...at least we scored some points in this game. well my wrist hurts from typing i think i have carpoltunnal syndrom...i know that isnt the write spelling, meh.

rugger!!
I am uber excited. I joined a rugby team!! they dont have any forwards so i have my choice of a position. I want to be hooker, but prop will do too. i even got official rugby boots and shorts, i feel like a real player now. it is gonna rock...aparently the team isnt very good..they never win but i am used to that and i am up to the challenge. on other news, i havent updated in a while so i will fill ya in on whats beeen going on, went to a kegger in t.o with jenny, meg, chels and karen which rocked. met some really cool ajax ppl and hung out with them and made fun of the idiot shirtless fighters. then this past week went to wanakit and it was amazing. something that i will definatly remember for the rest of my life. it was great to spend 3 whole days with the ppl i am working with cause it just brought us to that next level and that will make this summer a success. i even got a little bit of a tan! there that should hold all of you pita eaters over for a while.

its been a while
ok so i know that i havent updated in almost forever. but here i am updating my page. really everything has been great since school ended. got all my marks which were actually better then i was expecting, except for one, but we can just forget about that now cant we. went to see dash this weekend which was beyond amazing. one of the best days of my life.the mixure of the music the people and the atmosphere made it incredable. even thought i didnt know a lot of the words dash is uber talented and the energy of the crowd and band was awesome. started work today...camp training and i think this summer is going to be awesome, the people that i am working with are hilarious and i am soo excited/ scared. i think it will take some getting used to i guess. i still feel like a counsellor not a sr. staff. anyways thats about all i have for now.

done da done done DONE
whoo hooo! it is officially summer for me now...that means flip flops from here on in. No more aural skills, no more women's studies, no harmony, no nothing. cuase baby i am done. i declare this the summer of george...i mean nikki. anyways the freedom feels great. i no longer have to think or be smart i can be as dumb as i want and it is wonderful. the fun quota is gonna be conquored this summer and we will all be 19 which is uber amazing!! ok now to waste away my summer and sleep, toodles

ok ok i'll update
ok so i haven't been home in like 4 days so i haven't updated. i have been busy watching hockey, working and really just avoiding studying/ practicing. but now this is for real. it is wednesday and i have an exam tomarrow, my jury (which is like a playing exam) friday an exam saturday and an eaxm monday. it sucks huge ass. so this will be my only entry till i am done school!!! yay, it is so close i can taste it. but i must go study and i am not lying, my books are open on my desk right now waiting for me. so long

wicked fun
so this weekend was awesome...totally awesome. great friends, scary movie, gettting kicked out of bars. all round good old time. i just wanna let you all know that i will be taking a break from pitas to study/ practice. i know it sucks but if i wanna stay in school i must.

monday night ndfirinking
ok so tongit i wnrt fot dome beers...they were good beers, fiun beers. itwas a good fun breer night. to makei it better there weere cheep wingis. mmm wings i hads some delicous chicken trhst was good. now my friend jeenyt wanted tmme to update so i am. omg guess what i saw today, a quail, a wild quail. you can evewn ask m y dad he saw it too. so i ahve peed 6 times since 9:00 and its 1:28 right now., i aslo stole a salt shaker from the resturant idt was fun... a good night, a fun night. thsi weekend is gonna rock a tone i cant wait dsfo r iyt c ya all later your friend nikki the drink one.

how much fun can we possibly have?
ok so i got all excited today when i read my guestbook. meg had signed it and she mentioned the fun quota. i cannot wait for fun quota to start again. we need a list folks. so far i have camping, wonderland, hiking and port dover....we should get on this. easter weekend we will make our list. i think this year we should also try and get a calendar thing going. this is gonna rock

weird...
have you ever had one of those days when you wake up in the morning and it seems as though you know exactly what is going to happen all day. well i sure did have one of those days...i was totally pysic. somethings were random and unexpected but it a couple events occure that really just freaked me out cause i knew they would. first of all i told myself that i am probably gonna run into someone today that i havent seen in a while. and i ran into them, not once not twice not even three times but four. and it was so weird cause i didnt say hi the first time so i wasn't sure if i should say hi the second time and things just kept gettting worse each time i saw them. then later i was about to call the bus check and i jokingly said that the bus was going to come in 7 minutes. then i called and the next bus was in 7 minutes. anothing thing that was wierd was i kept on getting the same buses all day. i caught a bus in the morning from dundas, then tonight it was the same bus and driver back. then i took another bus to work and it was the same driver and bus on the way back. and then it happened a third time when i went to second cup and back to mac today. uber wierd. the final wierd thing was when i was leaving school tonight ashley was catching the main street bus going the opposite direction so i said jokingly our buses were gonna cross at the exact same time but on the opposite sides of the street and then they did. man wierd day.

weekend of fun, and few regrets
so this weekend rocked. thursday jenny came and met me at mac and i gave her a tour and she met some of my school friends while we ate popsicles and icecream sandwhiches. MMmm MMmm. then meghan called us and we picked her up and went to second cup...always a fun time. then james called and we went to go meet him and then we went to go see starsky and hutch, great movie, so go see it, do it. then after a rather unfair shotgun situation we went home. the next day was shopping. we always have fun with that, then i went to work and after work erik and calder came over then we headed off to karen's art show...man was that good. her art was amazing and there were so many fun ppl there. after the art show is were the regrets come in. we went to eastsides for some food and i had some drinks, i got a little buzzed infront of a former teacher and i was ridiculed the whole night. it was horrible because i wasnt drunk but just a little buzzed and ppl were over reacting. maybe i shouldnt have hit james. oh well. then we went to timmys and after a coffee we said our goodbyes. last night i went to katherines with dave to watch a movie but i accidently bought a dvd and katherine only has vhs. so we watch a very entertaining show called highschool reunion. it was awesome. and now i sit here typing, i have an essay and a final assignment due tomarrow that i havent started and that is why this entry is so long...i am avoiding them. so if you want to help me hide from my work today call my cell i will be in the library.

how much ricearoni is too much
ok so i made some delicious ricearoni...one of the best foods in the world. and now i am eating it. i made the whole box...so one full pot of rice and noodle treat. and as i am eating strait from the pot i am getting closer and clser to the bottom. and my mind is saying you really shouldnt eat the whole thing...but my tummy is saying eat it all!!! now i dont want to just leave it at my house cause somebody else will most definatly steel it considering its tastyness. so i must eat it all in oder to have the full ricearoni experience.

Papa Haydn
Man homework has never put me in a better mood before. Usually i dread homework but this time i loved it. i know i am a crack head but it was actualy a lot of fun. so i was doing my weekly listening journals which are usually a drag and i hate doing them. i ahve to do 2 each week and this week i got to do some haydn pieces, he is one of my fav composers...i know i am a huge music nerd. but anyways the first one sucked huge it was boring but the second one was great, very catchy tune, i suggest you all listen to it if you wanna get in a good mood. its Haydn's Symphony 104 the fourth movement. you will love the reoccuring theme

squeezed in the middle, smack dab in the middle
ok so right now i feel stuck. i feel like this year has wizzed by and that i havent done anything in school. i also feel like the summer is soo close but totally unreachable. so i am stuck. stuck in the middle of nothing and anticipation. i dont know where i am going and i can't tell you where i have been. i feel that friendships are revealing a lot to me right now. the ones that matter and the ones that dont. the ones that matter to me are also far off and the ones that are here are dissolving and becoming memories. i cant wait to be out of the middle.

when the going gets rough, shop with somebody tough
so i went shopping today, man did i ever go shopping. it was wicked!!! i bought lots of stuff and only paid like 120 buckeroos. ok so i bought 2 t-shirts, 3 tank tops, 5 necklaces some of which included matching earings, and 5 pairs of underware! it was wicked i was in heaven and can you beleive where i got all these goodies! jackson's square...my expectations of that place have just been raised. in other news i saw starsky and hutch tonight...wicked movie. i am also goign to rip off jenny's download of the day and suggest that you all download barenaked ladies song shopping. it will hype you up for any pre or post shopping adventures.

opps sleeping is the best and worst
ok so this morning my alarm goes off at 7:00. I have class at 9:30 so if i am going to go i have to start getting ready then. but no i decide that it would be a better idea to reset my alarm for 11:00. so i slept till 11:20 thanks to the wonderful invention of the snooze button. it was a wonderful sleep, but there was one problem i slept through my first 2 classes...even worse i had talked to both my profs about what we would be covering today and told them that i would be there for sure. these arent your normal classes either, they are music classes and there are about 20 ppl in each, so now they think i am a liar.

oh god...look what i've done!
nikki's links will be on hiatus for a bit....i needed to look at her html to try and fix mine and ended up replacing it by accident...i've fixed the general layout but the links i will have to do tomorrow......sorry nikki

let it snow let it snow let it snow
ok so it is effing cold outside and there are uber amounts of snow. usually i am sick of snow this time of year but not this week. bring it on! i've already had one "snow day" or rather snow night this week...tonight really (women's studies was cancelled...most possibly the best class to get cancelled) and i am looking for another one tomarrow. so all those out there wishing for spring weather STOP. cause i do not want to do my singing test tomarrow or go to my lesson. lets leave the spring weather wishing for after exams k folks.

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
so i just finished watching one of my all time favourite movies. I am Sam. I love that movie, it leaves me bawling everytime I watch it. The music is amazing. it makes me want to go out and buy every single beetles album there ever was. On other new i had quite the eventful night last night at Dave's housewarming party. i met some new friends and had lots of fun, lots and lots of fun. ya so now i have to go do harmony as i have done nothing today but sleep or sit on my ass.

done
can you believe it . I sure can't. just a few months ago this journey was beginning. now there are less than 20 days of it left (not including weekends). It didnt seem all that weird eithre i thought it would be a strange new experience that kept me on my toes each day, but it was actually quite natural. in less than 20 i will no longer be a first year student. gotta go my computer is shuting down in 30 seconds

shit can turn to gold sometimes
ok so my day started out shitty. first i failed a clapping test. i know it sounds easy but its not. triple vs duple, its confusing. then i had my lesson which always makes a day bad. on top of that i was having one of those days when it seems like everything anyone says to you is an insult even if they dont mean it to be...so i learned a lot about myself today. buit then for some reason after work i was having a really good day. i dont know why. its just seemed better. nothing extraordinary happened. i watched when harry met sally and it put me in a really happy mood. so yeah...i dont know what it was but the rest of the day was great.

wow!!!
ok so today is an awesome day! have you looked outside. it's amazing. i might actaully walk to school. the day started out shitty. i woke up at 5:00 this morning with great plans to get an early start on my women's study paper that is due tonight. it started off bad. my computer is messed. i dont have word perfect or microsoft word or anything like that so i had to use wordpad. the only problem with that is it doesnt have spellcheck or double spacing. If you read this page on a regular basis you know how important spell check is to me...i cant spell worth shit. so i was checking my email and noticed that hotmail has spell check. so i wrote my intire 2000 word essay in my hotmail account. my printer also doesnt work. it took me 5 hours to print one journal entry off the net. so i also had to email my paper to a friend to print it out and double space it for me (good thing i was already in hotmail). So after a slow start i finally finish...the weather inspired me to write the most bullshitty paper i have ever seen in my life. its good. and now i am gonna leave this stupid computer and enjoy the sun...i can't wait till summer

where's the beef
ok so i have a beef. its with karen. ya thats right k-dawg. as your hero i feel it is my duty to tell you this. what the hell! you never update and yet you write in all the guestbooks. i figure if you have time to write in books you have time to write in your own page. i get soo excited when i type in your address on the netscape thing only to see the same effing entry from 3 days ago. you also get mad that calder doesnt write. shame on you karen evens shame on you. you must practice what you preach.

I am a hero
ok so i was looking around at the pita pages of my various friends. i came across karen's. i decided to take a gander at her guestbook. and guess what!! i am her hero, isnt that great!! i thought it was really cool. but what i thought would be even cooler was if i was a super hero. i could have cool powers and i could save the world...or maybe just dundas. i think that would be awesome. so if anyone had any suggestions on how i go about getting cool super hero powers leave me a message. i also need to think of a rad name. this is going to be awesome

when short is too long
ok so i went shopping today. i went pant shopping. jean shopping if you want to be really specific. as a lot of you may know i am short. this means that pant shopping is hard. i usually end up buying normal sized pants and duck tape the hem. it's nice and ghetto. well i was tired of doing this so i went to find short pants. so i go to old navey. i am looking through the jeans and something catches my eye. that's right they have a whole line of short jeans...i was exstatic. so i try a couple on and found a pair i liked and they fit perfectly....only one problem...they were too long. i must have the shortest legs in the world. i bought them anyways and so i will be sporting the ever so fashionable rolled up jeans look. stores should really make a line of jeans called uber short...or at least sell capris all year long.

thank you thank you thank you
this entry is dedicated to the greatness that is jenny. she helped me change my page from the creepy weirdo to this wonderful page that it is now. she is my favourite person for today. i really dont know anything about computers so she really is my hero. i feel like i need to write a song about you or something. i will save that for when i start my band, we will have the song ode to jenny. it will be our number one hit and everyone everywhere will know the words.

are you there voice, it's me nikki
ok, so i can't really talk now. somehow meg must have given me her disease through the world wide web. ya i sure dont have a voice...so b/c of this i didnt go to singing class all week. actaully i can't remember the last time i went to aural skills. i was even at school on monday and i could have gone but i decided to go to quarters for the early bird breakfast special but i was late and i got lunch instead. it was awesome...i have a feeling that i have been skipping too many classes lately.i cant remember the last time i went to class on thursday morning. i should go. i even set my alarm this morning but i felt sooo sick so i didn't go. ok from now on i am going to all my classes!! even women's studies.

stupidity
ok so each week in music history we have to do a listening journal. it works out that we can still get 100% and not do 2 weeks worth. so me bieng lazy decided to take a hold of this advantage and use it early in the term. so i haven't done journals for about the past 3 weeks. so i figured this week i should definately do them. so i wake up early this morning (11:30, hey its early for a tuesday, i dont have class till 4:30) and i look in my room, which by the way is half way to cleansville, and look for my textbook. its not there. so i figure meh i dont need the text i have the C.d.. Wait no i dont. i havent burned that C.D yet so i cna't do my assignment. its so stupid of me to not do the assignment when i have the materials and for me to want to do them when i dont. oh well i guess i will always be the slacker that i am known to be

my big plans inspired by TLC
ok so i was watching that t.v show on TLC called clean sweep and i got inspired. i was totally gonna clean my room and throw out a bunch of crap that i really dont need anymore. but then 12pm roled around and i went to the orchestra. so i thought ok i will do it when i get home. so i get home and decide to fix my computer so that i have msn again. so i thought well i will do it after msn is fixed but the was dinner. so yet againi put it off and ate my dinner. all of a sudden its 7:30 and i have to catch a bus to take me to an oscar party that i wasn't even planning on going to (because i was gonna clean my room) so i go to the party and then i get on the bus to come home. the whole ride i was pumped to get home and clean but now i am here and i am not cleaning my room. i think i need to watch another episode of clean sweep.

i figured out what needs to be done
ok so i know that i said i was on strike but i was looking over old emails and noticed one that i think apply to my current job situation so here it is What makes 100%? What does it mean to give more than a 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give more than 100%. How about achieving 103%? Well, here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:

If the letters of the alphabet. A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T UV W X Y Z were represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26,

then:

H - A - R - D - - W - O - R - K would be:
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

and,

K - N - O - W - L - E - D - G - E would be:
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

but,

A - T - T - I - T - U - D - E would be:
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

however - -

B - U - L - L - S - H - I - T would be:
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

and, look how far ass kissing will take you:

A - S - S - - K - I - S - S - I - N - G would be:
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%.

So, one can then conclude with mathematical certainty that: While, hard work and knowledge will get you close, and, attitude will get you there, it's Bullshit & Ass Kissing that will put you over the top.

Pitas shortage
ok so there has been a serious lack of pitasing lately. everyday i check out all the pages of my dear old friends who have ventured far from here and yet the entries are the same all the time. hmmm that must mean that ppl are not writing. the only person that has updated since this weekend has been meg...yay for meg. as for the rest of you fools, get on it. i need something to distract me from my learning. i have learnt too much in these past few days it has been horrible. and i am allowed to be saying this because i do update my page, not on a daily basis but enough to keep you interested. in fact i am entertaining you at this very moment. but i can not be the only pita vender in town so i am going on strike until i see somthing interesting from one of you.

i would write if i could remember
um ok so i had my frist billy bob's adventure last night. it was interesting i think. its all kinda fuzzy, but i remember having a good old time. i even bought calder a beer, yay for peer pressure!! so i was plastered beyond belief. you guys all know how cheap i am i can usually get away with having 4 drinks and i am set for the night so i had 4 and was set...good and drunk but then i had 6 more. calder and meg had to keep me on my feet. i couldnt even stand. so if you would like to hear more about this grand adventure please refer to miss meghan alexander's wonderful pita page at mdiggity.pitas.com so long

Creepy cab man
ok so while i was in T.O i met a very creepy man, creepier than uncle merve or cousin erl. he was my cab driver. i will start the story from the beginning. so i was at jenny's rez and it was about time for me to go home. as it was pissing down rain i decided to take a cab as it was too wet to walk and too scary to take the subway. so jenny hails me a cab and i get in tell the driver i would like to go to union station. about 30 seconds into the ride he asks me where i am going. i assumed that he didnt hear me so i repeated myself and told him to take me to union station. he then asks me where i go. i wasn't sure what he meant by this sentence so i asked him if he was asking me about where i go to school and he said no, why are you going to union station. and so i said oh because i need to go to hamilton. so he said i'll drive you there. i was like no thanks sir, i'm gonna take the bus. and he again said, why dont i just drive you...at this point i was sketched out so i was already on edge..so i said no thanks sir, i dont have enough money to take a cab to hamilton. he said i'll make you a deal, i said no thanks i already have a train ticket, he said, i'll make a special deal just for you, ya know what i mean, i freaked out..he continued to offer me special deals and saying ya know what i mean. it was creepy to say the least. and i thought the subway was scary.

reading week was awesome
ok so i must say that ths reading week was wicked. this is going to be a lonnng entry so sit back and enjoy. ok so sooo many things have happened this week it is unbelievable. i will try to make some order out of it. so lets start with thursday. i went to the campus bar and got nice and drunk. it rocked. friday watched my boss' daughter and ate pizza mmm mmm. saturday went to go see the butterfly effect it was scary. sunday board games and mcdonalds. monday went to timmy's then a night of drinking at bri's house...i got drunk and talked to ppl online making a fool of myself as i always do. tuesday watched not one but both x men movies. wednesday we attemped to go bar hoping but yes it was a wednesday night and so everything was dead. thursday was awesome me and meg convinced everyone to watch the lizzy mcguire movie and they enjoyed it throughly.that brings me to friday. i would have to say the best day yet cause i got to go to t.o and see my delightful friend jenny who is off to spain and i am sooo jealous. i tried to hide in her suitcase but she has too many clothes. then i came back and went and saw 50 first dates which rocked. and now tonight should be fun we are all going to billy bob's i know its weird but we are going yeah! can't wait actually! well that was rather long i will save details for other entries. i have some funny stories this was just a recap of my going on's.

and the hunt begins
so i woke up today rather late and as soon as i got up i went to my mail box. in there was a letter addressed to me. it was from the ymca. i thought oh no, this is the letter that i have been waiting for. this is the letter that will controll my summer, i wnated to getthis letter so bad but i did not want to open it. i sat there just watching it waiting for it to open itself. it was worse then waiting for university letters because my dad beign the snoop he is would open those before i would get home from school. so after about ten minutes of watching this envelope waiting for it to open itself and tell me if i got the job or not i decided to open it. and when i did i was confused. i first saw that it was a job offer and so i got excited then i noticed it was for a job that i didnt apply for. they want me to be a camp counsellor. i am still deciding whether i should take it or not because they did offer me a raise from last year. but i think i will start my search for cruise ship employement. so this is goodbye to YMCA day camps...i will burn all my staff shirts

the week has started but i'm not reading
ok so it's reading week. now who ever thought that anyone would actually read on reading week. its just another week for stupid university kids to slack. i mean if they were already slacking why do you think giving them a week free from school will magically make them all eager to learn. it doesnt, i makes me wanna sit on my ass all day and do nothing. really it does. and i haven't done anything yet. i have been off since thursday night and all that i have done is gotten drunk, watched movies, slept and ate. sleeping took up the most amount of time. the worst part about it is that all of our midterms are right after this reading week, which is stupid because if you missed a lecture your screwed cause all of your classmates went home or to some tropical destination for the week leavign you with a 9:30am monday morning midterm and no notes. They should really rethink this whole reading week situation. they should have all the midterms the week before reading week and call the fallowing week "sit on your ass cause you have no work to do week"...that kinda has a nice ring to it.

mwahahahahaha
ok so this is not nikki, it's jenny and i'm here to say that nikki's guestbook is back and in full working order (same old entries and all)...she doesn't actually know i've posted so this will be a nice little surprise....

sorry guys, it's been a while
ok so i am sorry that it has been soo long since i last updated. but here's what happened. i planned to archive my old page b/c it was getting rather long but instead i messed everything up and lost everything. so i had to start all over again. so with my new page comes a new creepy guy. i think i will name him sherman. or erl? erl. ok so ya. he probably won't last long...i gotta figure out how to make a cool background, not one of these premade prepackaged crap ones. also i don't have a guestbook anymore and dont know how to get one. as you can tell i am a technical wizard.